Monthly Archives: May 2013

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This moment

How I hope this moment would fade away
Making way for a new day.

Days spent carefree, dancing in the rain
Life, nothing but a passing dream.
Now, I’m left alone hoping in vain
Life, much tougher than it seems.

How I hope this moment would fade away
Making way for a new day.

Tears of the heart hidden behind smiles.
A multitude of shades, hiding the real me
This road, I’ll have to travel for miles.
Before the real me I see

How I hope this moment would fade away.
Making way for a new day.

Or should this moment fade away so fast?
Making way for a day worse than the last.
Isn’t this the only moment I can see
Feel and love the real me?

How I hope this moment wouldn’t fade away
Before I can’t say what I have to say.

Life is a gift, difficult to live
But far too precious to throw away.
The world, a path difficult to accept.
More difficult it is from its path to stray.

How I hope this moment wouldn’t fade away.
Before I can’t say what I have to say.

Each day around us along with sorrow
Beauty of love and life we see.
This is the moment we can create tomorrow.
Where our hearts and souls are truly free

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Why you mean so much to me :)

I come to you, eyes blurred with tears
With mascara stains and lipstick smears.
I see you and give a weak smile
Inside, crying all the while.
Your eyes find mine and we stare for long
How, in the world did everything go wrong?

I came here in search of acceptance and love
A friend who would help me rise above
My broken dreams and shattered heart.
I can’t even begin to start….
How you were the first one to come to my mind.
The only ray of hope I could find.

We were together in a different world
Memories of which have now blurred
Yet the imprint of those days,
On my heart and soul brought me today
To your doorstep, as familiar as my own
To the friend I thought I had outgrown.

My heart stops beating and I can’t refrain
My hopes, my dreams, my hurt, my pain
I break down on your doorstep, begin to cry
All the while wondering why….
I was so blind that I couldn’t see
What I was doing to you and me.

Candy cane, ferry boats
Wildflowers, mountain goats
Homemade candles, colorful dyes
Carefree smiles, sparkling eyes
Of the many gifts you gave
These memories in my heart I save.

You gather me in your arms, soothe my fears away
And tell me that it’ll all be okay.
We all make mistakes, love and hate
To rise above them it’s never too late
A new beginning is all it takes
A beautiful fulfilling life to make

Your words leave imprints on my soul
Fill the empty lifeless hole
With thoughts so profound and deep
That the truth begins to seep…
And now I can finally see
Why you mean so much to me.
You were and are my only true friend.
Who would never let go…..till the end

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A New Life!!

Beneath the shining, twinkling stars

Dreaming of ships and boats and cars

Those days of innocence flew away

Now there’s nothing to give and nothing to say….

 

We were different people from different worlds

Of which we had never heard

Up till now, different things we had seen

And with different people we had been.

 

What felt so different now feels so close

Whatever i desired, whatever I chose

Turned out to be so right and real…..

Sometimes I am forced to feel

That if you weren’t in sight

Life would be like an endless fight.

 

So come and make my dreams come true

As I stand here, patiently, waiting for you…….

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Believe

I don’t want to believe

In good things again

When all that I can receive

Is longing and pain

I don’t want to deceive

Myself again

Since there is nothing much left to believe

 

I don’t want to dream

Of things that never happen

We aren’t a team

We weren’t and will never be

I don’t want to beam

When I replay how everything happened

And was taken away, as if a dream

 

I don’t want to fall in love

When others can feel only the lust

It isn’t something gifted from the above

My heart won’t stop, but it must

I didn’t want to be the reason you drove

Me away from yourself

And I believed we were truly in love

 

I don’t want to get hurt

Although I may seem strong on the outside

I try very hard not to blurt

Out everything that’s killing me on the inside

I don’t want to be the first

To give up and break down

So I will try my best not to get hurt

 

Deep down, I still believe

That somebody will come

And teach me how to believe,

Dream and love again

Till then, goodbye

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Left with a Broken Heart

Pieces are shattered in the moonlit night,

Of the heart that broke in the long lost fight.

It broke, when you couldn’t really see,

The girl that she was, and wanted to be

It broke, when you let it fall apart

And deep down somewhere, you knew from the start.

It broke, when she realized your charming smile

Was fake and emotionless, all the while

It broke, when she thought of being with you forever

And unsurprisingly, you thought of it never.

It broke, when she realized all her passion

For you, was nothing more than a transient fashion

It broke, when she gave you everything she had

And you left her like that, broken and sad

If you couldn’t mend the pieces

How could you let it break?

Now there are just traces

Left for her sake

Tears will flow down her eyes

Like a long flowing river

Memories will play through her mind

Seemingly, she will forget them never

It will take a long, long time before she can trust

And open up to someone else

One day she will give the trace of what you left

To a guy who will love her beyond her dreams

Or, probably it’ll be more like theft

Of something, to you worthless that seems

He will mend it and make it beat again,

Love again, hope again, dream again

Thanks to you she will doubt this miracle called love

And he will show her that theirs is way above

Yours ever was, or will be

Finally, from you she will be free

Finally, through the façade he will see

A bright, warm and loving heart

That now, can never be torn apart