Believe

I don’t want to believe

In good things again

When all that I can receive

Is longing and pain

I don’t want to deceive

Myself again

Since there is nothing much left to believe

 

I don’t want to dream

Of things that never happen

We aren’t a team

We weren’t and will never be

I don’t want to beam

When I replay how everything happened

And was taken away, as if a dream

 

I don’t want to fall in love

When others can feel only the lust

It isn’t something gifted from the above

My heart won’t stop, but it must

I didn’t want to be the reason you drove

Me away from yourself

And I believed we were truly in love

 

I don’t want to get hurt

Although I may seem strong on the outside

I try very hard not to blurt

Out everything that’s killing me on the inside

I don’t want to be the first

To give up and break down

So I will try my best not to get hurt

 

Deep down, I still believe

That somebody will come

And teach me how to believe,

Dream and love again

Till then, goodbye

Left with a Broken Heart

Pieces are shattered in the moonlit night,

Of the heart that broke in the long lost fight.

It broke, when you couldn’t really see,

The girl that she was, and wanted to be

It broke, when you let it fall apart

And deep down somewhere, you knew from the start.

It broke, when she realized your charming smile

Was fake and emotionless, all the while

It broke, when she thought of being with you forever

And unsurprisingly, you thought of it never.

It broke, when she realized all her passion

For you, was nothing more than a transient fashion

It broke, when she gave you everything she had

And you left her like that, broken and sad

If you couldn’t mend the pieces

How could you let it break?

Now there are just traces

Left for her sake

Tears will flow down her eyes

Like a long flowing river

Memories will play through her mind

Seemingly, she will forget them never

It will take a long, long time before she can trust

And open up to someone else

One day she will give the trace of what you left

To a guy who will love her beyond her dreams

Or, probably it’ll be more like theft

Of something, to you worthless that seems

He will mend it and make it beat again,

Love again, hope again, dream again

Thanks to you she will doubt this miracle called love

And he will show her that theirs is way above

Yours ever was, or will be

Finally, from you she will be free

Finally, through the façade he will see

A bright, warm and loving heart

That now, can never be torn apart

Nothing But Memories

Memories of the past haunting me…

People dearest to me taunting me…

Suppressed emotions erupting…

Some divine, some corrupting….

My heart was empty with a big wide hole

A mask for a lost and scared little soul

Waiting, in vain for someone to stop by

On whose arm I could lean and shoulder I could cry…..

As time flew by and life went on

Memories of the past long gone

Everything changed, everything evolved

So did the foundation, on which, life revolved.

When I look in the mirror I’m amazed to see

A confident girl smiling back at me……

Gone are the traces of lonely nights

Gone are the days of never ending fights.

I’m free to be happy; I’m free to be me

I’m free to see what I want to see

It all seems like a chapter of past history

As the future invites me to unfold its mystery…..

The Spectrum Of Life

When the purple fish flee

From sharks in the deep blue sea

The spectrum of life is created.

When the first shower

Pours over the earth for hours

The spectrum of life is created.

When, in the white light of the yellow sun,

The red and orange hues have won

The spectrum of life is created.

When hearts are torn

When dreams are born

The spectrum of life is created.

The Journey Of Swans

We were like swans, swimming in a lake

Wandering around in the waters of our dreams

Swans

With nothing to lose and nothing at stake

We swam through life like an endless stream

Days turned into months which turned into years

With patience we wiped away each others’ tears

Now as this journey is going to start

We wish you all the best from our hearts

Explore, enjoy and celebrate

This new journey you await

And, along the way, never forget

Us swans, on this journey of life you met.

Aman ki Asha

We share the same trees, the same moon the same stars.

Let’s forget the old wounds, the old hurts, the old scars.

We share the same hurts, the same hopes the same dreams.

We aren’t as different, as far as we seem.

With hope in my heart this message I send.

Hope of finding a new best friend…

Love

Love, by no conditions bound.

Love, in unlikely places found.

Love, the thread that binds us all.

Love, in our hearts the silent call.

Love, true when given by the heart.

Love, stands when all has fallen apart.

Love, the life giving fire.

Love a dream, a hope, a desire.

Love in the midst of sorrow.

Love, hope of a better tomorrow…..