Here I sit, far away…
Wondering if anyone would ever stay…
When things get real and life gets rough…
When everything in life seems tough.
Is it really that hard to hold my hand?
Is it really that hard… with me to stand?
Why is it always someone else who occupies the heart?
Will I ever get an opportunity… to even start?
Yet, this I believe, that God has a plan…
Above every possible imagination of man (Isaiah 55:8-9).
Someday He will let me see…
What He really wanted me to be.
Everyday she looks out of the window
Watching the world pass by
Every day she looks for a reason to live
When the world tells her to die
Everyday she gets up with a hope
That her dreams will come true some day
Everyday she sees in a corner
Her hopes and dreams thrown away
Everyday she feels inside her
emptiness, loneliness and pain
Everyday she learns what matters in life
“Benefits, profits and gain”
Everyday she uses her heart
Even though others say she doesn’t have a head
Everyday she acts like its a brand new start
Although on the inside she wishes she were dead
Today she has found out
That she isn’t alone
Her prayers have been answered
And the light has finally shone
This is the story of almost every girl
Who hides behind her smile
Who acts like life is perfect for her
And suffers all the while…
Reach out to that lonely girl
Both inside and outside
And you will be grateful
That you had lived, and not died
When your heart is hurt and your eyes are dry
When, From the depths of your soul you cry
When everything is lost and there is nothing left to see
When you don’t know who you are, or who you want to be…
Look up to the sky and pray with your heart
Let all your fears in the form of tears depart
If it weren’t for tears, what would life mean?
Just a living dream with pleasures foreseen….
With tears we can finally understand
God is at our right hand
Without tears there is no comfort or empathy
And we are stuck in a world of hatred and jealousy
Don’t fret, every tear will be wiped away
Just surrender to God and pray
When everything in life has gone astray
Before the almighty God you pray
Have faith and confidence in his power
On you, many blessings he will shower
Ask him, and he will hear
You will be released from your fear
Take a step towards him, follow your heart
And your dreams will never fall apart
When you feel weary, dismayed and weak
God will strengthen you to find what you seek. [Isiah 41:10]
When of the shore you have no sight
God will turn your darkness into light [Samuel 22:29]
When you suffer from a broken heart
God will heal you and help you restart. [Psalm 147:3]
When you can’t conform and have no skill
Renew your mind, transform and seek God’s will. [Romans 12:2]
When you are lost and you can’t find a way
Know that God will leave the others for you any day. [Luke 15:4-7]
When all your dreams have fallen apart
Remember, God had a plan for you, right from the start. [Jeremiah 29:11-13]
When faith is all that there is left
God will move the mountain heft. [Mathew 17:20]
When your life is nothing but weaknesses scattered
God’s power will mend your life (shattered). [Corinthians 12:9]
When there is nothing left for you to do
Trust God, he will fight your battle for you. [Chronicles 20:17]
And I surreptitiously, hopelessly wonder why
Between us there is so much affection
An unnamable, unspeakable, indescribable connection
Of all the memories have lost and found
Yours’ speak to me without a sound
Of all the memories I collect
With yours’ I can truly connect
Like the constellations in the stars above
Our lives, now revolve around our love
With each passing day we begin to feel
The love grow stronger as we heal
In your eyes I see my reflection
And our deep, cherished connection
I don’t know what to see,
The heart breaking moment,
Or your heart taking smile
I don’t know what to feel,
My pounding heart when you are near,
Or that you’ll leave me… my constant fear
I don’t know what to hear
Your promises, which I treasure
Or the ones you broke, which I can’t measure
I don’t know what to say
I hope this lasts forever
Or, I’m sorry but we can’t be together
I know, that you aren’t mine anymore
I know, that you knew this from before
I know, somebody else took your heart by theft
I know, there isn’t anything left
I know, that you will be gone
I know that now, I have to move on…
Somebody else has stolen your heart.
I was always scared, right from the start,
That somebody would come, stay,
And slowly steal your heart away.
Am I the only one who can see,
You slowly drifting away from me?
Am I the only one who can feel,
That ‘this’ is no longer real?
Does it really have to be so tough?
Is my beating heart not enough?
Or is it that you want to see,
Something that is not in me?
I’ve held you close too long.
In doing so I was wrong.
Now, I am leaving you free,
To see what you want to see.
Never, ever come back again,
As everything we were, went down the drain.
I wish you happiness, peace and joy,
With hope, that you won’t treat her like a toy.
How I hope this moment would fade away
Making way for a new day.
Days spent carefree, dancing in the rain
Life, nothing but a passing dream.
Now, I’m left alone hoping in vain
Life, much tougher than it seems.
How I hope this moment would fade away
Making way for a new day.
Tears of the heart hidden behind smiles.
A multitude of shades, hiding the real me
This road, I’ll have to travel for miles.
Before the real me I see
How I hope this moment would fade away.
Making way for a new day.
Or should this moment fade away so fast?
Making way for a day worse than the last.
Isn’t this the only moment I can see
Feel and love the real me?
How I hope this moment wouldn’t fade away
Before I can’t say what I have to say.
Life is a gift, difficult to live
But far too precious to throw away.
The world, a path difficult to accept.
More difficult it is from its path to stray.
How I hope this moment wouldn’t fade away.
Before I can’t say what I have to say.
Each day around us along with sorrow
Beauty of love and life we see.
This is the moment we can create tomorrow.
Where our hearts and souls are truly free
I come to you, eyes blurred with tears
With mascara stains and lipstick smears.
I see you and give a weak smile
Inside, crying all the while.
Your eyes find mine and we stare for long
How, in the world did everything go wrong?
I came here in search of acceptance and love
A friend who would help me rise above
My broken dreams and shattered heart.
I can’t even begin to start….
How you were the first one to come to my mind.
The only ray of hope I could find.
We were together in a different world
Memories of which have now blurred
Yet the imprint of those days,
On my heart and soul brought me today
To your doorstep, as familiar as my own
To the friend I thought I had outgrown.
My heart stops beating and I can’t refrain
My hopes, my dreams, my hurt, my pain
I break down on your doorstep, begin to cry
All the while wondering why….
I was so blind that I couldn’t see
What I was doing to you and me.
Candy cane, ferry boats
Wildflowers, mountain goats
Homemade candles, colorful dyes
Carefree smiles, sparkling eyes
Of the many gifts you gave
These memories in my heart I save.
You gather me in your arms, soothe my fears away
And tell me that it’ll all be okay.
We all make mistakes, love and hate
To rise above them it’s never too late
A new beginning is all it takes
A beautiful fulfilling life to make
Your words leave imprints on my soul
Fill the empty lifeless hole
With thoughts so profound and deep
That the truth begins to seep…
And now I can finally see
Why you mean so much to me.
You were and are my only true friend.
Who would never let go…..till the end
Empathy 