They always say…

They always say…

It’ll be okay.

They always say…

Bad things won’t stay.

What if it’ll never be okay?

What if bad things always stay?

What if there isn’t a happy ending?

What if there isn’t always mending?

What if some things never change?

What if pain goes beyond the range?

Some things in life are broken.

Some things are better left unspoken.

This isn’t an escape.

This isn’t an excuse.

This is acknowledgement

To avoid self-abuse.

One day though, God will wipe away my tears [Revelation 21:4].

On that day I can truly leave behind my fears.

Is it really that hard?

Here I sit, far away…

Wondering if anyone would ever stay…

When things get real and life gets rough…

When everything in life seems tough.

Is it really that hard to hold my hand?

Is it really that hard… with me to stand?

Why is it always someone else who occupies the heart?

Will I ever get an opportunity… to even start?

Yet, this I believe, that God has a plan…

Above every possible imagination of man (Isaiah 55:8-9).

Someday He will let me see…

What He really wanted me to be.

Midnight Light

I wait here standing in the night…

Searching for a glimmer of light.

In every direction I try to find…

A shadow… formed from light of some kind.

 

Why am I here… my heart repeats…

Why does my heart even beat?

Is there something more to this life…

Than the pursuit of happiness… and strife?

 

As I search for answers… the stars emerge…

And I feel my hope surge.

You are the way, the truth, the life, the light (John 14:6, John 8:12)

Like stars glimmering in the midnight.

When you are…

When you are lost

and when you feel afraid…

Remember that you were fearfully

and wonderfully made. [Psalms 139:14]

 

When you feel numb

and everything is slipping like sand…

Remember that you

are engraved on God’s hands. [Isaiah 49:15-16]

 

When you feel lonely

and when you feel betrayed…

Remember that God will never forsake you…

and with you, He will always stay… [Deuteronomy 31:6]

 

When you feel tired

and you have tried your best…

Bring your burden to Him

for He will give you rest. [Matthew 11:28-29]

 

When you feel that you are not good enough

or that you have guilt you can’t be free of…

Remember that God died for you

Because of His everlasting love. [John 3:16]

A Second Chance

If you turn the pages of your life

What would you find in it?

 

Lost opportunities?

Feelings taken for granted?

Misplaced trust?

Hurt feelings?

Many, many mistakes?

Wrong paths taken?

Naive gullibility?

Irrelevant comparisons?

Striving for vanities?

Loss of time?

Loss of hope?

Loss of trust?

Loss of love?

Regrets?

Guilt?

Life lessons?

 

Life can be beautiful

And it can also be heartbreaking…

Try giving it a second chance

Hopefully the beauty overshadows the pain…

Faith

 

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I know I have done much wrong

Yet, with faith, I write this song

That you will forgive all my sins

And with your love, you will rinse

My heart and my very soul

Turning into diamond, what was once coal

 

You’ve made me, shaped me and saved me

In me, what did you see?

That for my sins you died

And my tears you dried

 

I bow my knees before you and pray

Please guide me everyday

Without you, there is nothing in this life

Worth the sorrow and the strife

 

Give me the courage to guide

Others, so they can reach your side

And help me believe in your plan

Above the earth, sky and man

 

 

Everyday….

girl

Everyday she looks out of the window

Watching the world pass by

Every day she looks for a reason to live

When the world tells her to die

 

Everyday she gets up with a hope

That her dreams will come true some day

Everyday she sees in a corner

Her hopes and dreams thrown away

 

Everyday she feels inside her

emptiness, loneliness and pain

Everyday she learns what matters in life

“Benefits, profits and gain”

 

Everyday she uses her heart

Even though others say she doesn’t have a head

Everyday she acts like its a brand new start

Although on the inside she wishes she were dead

 

Today she has found out

That she isn’t alone

Her prayers have been answered

And the light has finally shone

 

This is the story of almost every girl

Who hides behind her smile

Who acts like life is perfect for her

And suffers all the while…

 

Reach out to that lonely girl

Both inside and outside

And you will be grateful

That you had lived, and not died

Miracles

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There may be low probability

There may be no possibility

Every path may look dark

Without a single spark

 

For life, there may be no respect

Nothing left to hope or expect

When eyes open, tears may be shed

When the heart is hurt, hope may be bled

 

When there is commotion all around

Pray in your heart, without a sound

You will begin to see

How wonderful a miracle can be

 

What was improbable and impossible

By God’s grace has now become possible

What was unthinkable and unbelievable

Has now become receivable

 

What couldn’t be conquered by logic and the mind

Has been conquered by having faith and being kind

 

For all those who have wanted to cry

Now is the time for your tears to dry

Wake up from your dreams and see

From your burdens you have been set free

 

Preach to everyone who is around

This message, beautiful and profound

The things with humans which are impossible

With God, our savior, they are possible

 

Tears

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When your heart is hurt and your eyes are dry

When, From the depths of your soul you cry

 

When everything is lost and there is nothing left to see

When you don’t know who you are, or who you want to be…

 

Look up to the sky and pray with your heart

Let all your fears in the form of tears depart

 

If it weren’t for tears, what would life mean?

Just a living dream with pleasures foreseen….

 

With tears we can finally understand

God is at our right hand

 

Without tears there is no comfort or empathy

And we are stuck in a world of hatred and jealousy

 

Don’t fret, every tear will be wiped away

Just surrender to God and pray

 

This moment

How I hope this moment would fade away
Making way for a new day.

Days spent carefree, dancing in the rain
Life, nothing but a passing dream.
Now, I’m left alone hoping in vain
Life, much tougher than it seems.

How I hope this moment would fade away
Making way for a new day.

Tears of the heart hidden behind smiles.
A multitude of shades, hiding the real me
This road, I’ll have to travel for miles.
Before the real me I see

How I hope this moment would fade away.
Making way for a new day.

Or should this moment fade away so fast?
Making way for a day worse than the last.
Isn’t this the only moment I can see
Feel and love the real me?

How I hope this moment wouldn’t fade away
Before I can’t say what I have to say.

Life is a gift, difficult to live
But far too precious to throw away.
The world, a path difficult to accept.
More difficult it is from its path to stray.

How I hope this moment wouldn’t fade away.
Before I can’t say what I have to say.

Each day around us along with sorrow
Beauty of love and life we see.
This is the moment we can create tomorrow.
Where our hearts and souls are truly free