Here I sit, far away…
Wondering if anyone would ever stay…
When things get real and life gets rough…
When everything in life seems tough.
Is it really that hard to hold my hand?
Is it really that hard… with me to stand?
Why is it always someone else who occupies the heart?
Will I ever get an opportunity… to even start?
Yet, this I believe, that God has a plan…
Above every possible imagination of man (Isaiah 55:8-9).
Someday He will let me see…
What He really wanted me to be.
If you turn the pages of your life
What would you find in it?
Lost opportunities?
Feelings taken for granted?
Misplaced trust?
Hurt feelings?
Many, many mistakes?
Wrong paths taken?
Naive gullibility?
Irrelevant comparisons?
Striving for vanities?
Loss of time?
Loss of hope?
Loss of trust?
Loss of love?
Regrets?
Guilt?
Life lessons?
Life can be beautiful
And it can also be heartbreaking…
Try giving it a second chance
Hopefully the beauty overshadows the pain…
When your heart is hurt and your eyes are dry
When, From the depths of your soul you cry
When everything is lost and there is nothing left to see
When you don’t know who you are, or who you want to be…
Look up to the sky and pray with your heart
Let all your fears in the form of tears depart
If it weren’t for tears, what would life mean?
Just a living dream with pleasures foreseen….
With tears we can finally understand
God is at our right hand
Without tears there is no comfort or empathy
And we are stuck in a world of hatred and jealousy
Don’t fret, every tear will be wiped away
Just surrender to God and pray
How I hope this moment would fade away
Making way for a new day.
Days spent carefree, dancing in the rain
Life, nothing but a passing dream.
Now, I’m left alone hoping in vain
Life, much tougher than it seems.
How I hope this moment would fade away
Making way for a new day.
Tears of the heart hidden behind smiles.
A multitude of shades, hiding the real me
This road, I’ll have to travel for miles.
Before the real me I see
How I hope this moment would fade away.
Making way for a new day.
Or should this moment fade away so fast?
Making way for a day worse than the last.
Isn’t this the only moment I can see
Feel and love the real me?
How I hope this moment wouldn’t fade away
Before I can’t say what I have to say.
Life is a gift, difficult to live
But far too precious to throw away.
The world, a path difficult to accept.
More difficult it is from its path to stray.
How I hope this moment wouldn’t fade away.
Before I can’t say what I have to say.
Each day around us along with sorrow
Beauty of love and life we see.
This is the moment we can create tomorrow.
Where our hearts and souls are truly free
I come to you, eyes blurred with tears
With mascara stains and lipstick smears.
I see you and give a weak smile
Inside, crying all the while.
Your eyes find mine and we stare for long
How, in the world did everything go wrong?
I came here in search of acceptance and love
A friend who would help me rise above
My broken dreams and shattered heart.
I can’t even begin to start….
How you were the first one to come to my mind.
The only ray of hope I could find.
We were together in a different world
Memories of which have now blurred
Yet the imprint of those days,
On my heart and soul brought me today
To your doorstep, as familiar as my own
To the friend I thought I had outgrown.
My heart stops beating and I can’t refrain
My hopes, my dreams, my hurt, my pain
I break down on your doorstep, begin to cry
All the while wondering why….
I was so blind that I couldn’t see
What I was doing to you and me.
Candy cane, ferry boats
Wildflowers, mountain goats
Homemade candles, colorful dyes
Carefree smiles, sparkling eyes
Of the many gifts you gave
These memories in my heart I save.
You gather me in your arms, soothe my fears away
And tell me that it’ll all be okay.
We all make mistakes, love and hate
To rise above them it’s never too late
A new beginning is all it takes
A beautiful fulfilling life to make
Your words leave imprints on my soul
Fill the empty lifeless hole
With thoughts so profound and deep
That the truth begins to seep…
And now I can finally see
Why you mean so much to me.
You were and are my only true friend.
Who would never let go…..till the end
Beneath the shining, twinkling stars
Dreaming of ships and boats and cars
Those days of innocence flew away
Now there’s nothing to give and nothing to say….
We were different people from different worlds
Of which we had never heard
Up till now, different things we had seen
And with different people we had been.
What felt so different now feels so close
Whatever i desired, whatever I chose
Turned out to be so right and real…..
Sometimes I am forced to feel
That if you weren’t in sight
Life would be like an endless fight.
So come and make my dreams come true
As I stand here, patiently, waiting for you…….
Memories of the past haunting me…
People dearest to me taunting me…
Suppressed emotions erupting…
Some divine, some corrupting….
My heart was empty with a big wide hole
A mask for a lost and scared little soul
Waiting, in vain for someone to stop by
On whose arm I could lean and shoulder I could cry…..
As time flew by and life went on
Memories of the past long gone
Everything changed, everything evolved
So did the foundation, on which, life revolved.
When I look in the mirror I’m amazed to see
A confident girl smiling back at me……
Gone are the traces of lonely nights
Gone are the days of never ending fights.
I’m free to be happy; I’m free to be me
I’m free to see what I want to see
It all seems like a chapter of past history
As the future invites me to unfold its mystery…..
When the purple fish flee
From sharks in the deep blue sea
The spectrum of life is created.
When the first shower
Pours over the earth for hours
The spectrum of life is created.
When, in the white light of the yellow sun,
The red and orange hues have won
The spectrum of life is created.
When hearts are torn
When dreams are born
The spectrum of life is created.
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