Alone

There is a certain coldness

That heat can’t melt away.

There is a certain aloneness

Since nobody chooses to stay.

Thoughts come and go

Time just passes by.

I don’t no what to do so

I just lie here and cry.

If I try to explain

It doesn’t make any sense.

To those who don’t know this pain

It’s just a bunch of nonsense.

I’m not sure if I will ever find

Someone who can truly love me…

After seeing my wounds and hurts and mind…

And still love what they see.

This is just a feeling, I know I’m loved

By the one who created the stars above…

By those who I call family and friends…

Their love for me will never end.

Nothing But Memories

Memories of the past haunting me…

People dearest to me taunting me…

Suppressed emotions erupting…

Some divine, some corrupting….

My heart was empty with a big wide hole

A mask for a lost and scared little soul

Waiting, in vain for someone to stop by

On whose arm I could lean and shoulder I could cry…..

As time flew by and life went on

Memories of the past long gone

Everything changed, everything evolved

So did the foundation, on which, life revolved.

When I look in the mirror I’m amazed to see

A confident girl smiling back at me……

Gone are the traces of lonely nights

Gone are the days of never ending fights.

I’m free to be happy; I’m free to be me

I’m free to see what I want to see

It all seems like a chapter of past history

As the future invites me to unfold its mystery…..