I don’t want to believe

In good things again

When all that I can receive

Is longing and pain

I don’t want to deceive

Myself again

Since there is nothing much left to believe

 

I don’t want to dream

Of things that never happen

We aren’t a team

We weren’t and will never be

I don’t want to beam

When I replay how everything happened

And was taken away, as if a dream

 

I don’t want to fall in love

When others can feel only the lust

It isn’t something gifted from the above

My heart won’t stop, but it must

I didn’t want to be the reason you drove

Me away from yourself

And I believed we were truly in love

 

I don’t want to get hurt

Although I may seem strong on the outside

I try very hard not to blurt

Out everything that’s killing me on the inside

I don’t want to be the first

To give up and break down

So I will try my best not to get hurt

 

Deep down, I still believe

That somebody will come

And teach me how to believe,

Dream and love again

Till then, goodbye